If I should ever fall in love...

If I should ever fall in love, I want to find someone who respects me,

someone who loves me for who I am and does not want to change me.

I want to fall in love with a guy who will make me feel special,

someone who will put a smile on my face when I am feeling down,

someone who will make me laugh so hard, I feel abs forming.

I want to fall in love with a guy who calls me his,

someone who I can be myself with,

someone who truly loves me.

Just someone who treats me right and does not play with me nor feelings...

I will not fall in love with a guy like you. Not again.

I am not going to fall for a guy who makes me feel special one day,

and makes me feel like shit the next!

I don’t want someone who gives me mixed signals,

or false expectations.

Don’t want someone who will make me cry myself to sleep each night,

telling myself I am not good enough for anyone.

My head is spinning because I don't know whether you're playing with me,

or not.

Whether you actually care for me,

or just want to hurt me.

But there is one thing I do know..

you are the one that who knows how to break my heart,

the one who is always on my mind.

My mistake was falling for you.

Thinking that all of those things you said to me, where real.

But you played me,

and once again I fell for it.

-Valerie Izaguirre